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I want to break down and cry
So, so badly.
I don't understand why I feel this way,
Unfortunetly, so sadly.
The chimes of the piano
And the empty echoes around me,
Show how empty I feel...
Just so cold and broken and lonely.
Snow falls around me,
Holding me in its cold and gentle hands.
It freezes my body, my mind, my heart.
Washing me with my tears sands.
Death falls upon me,
Or, at least I think it is.
I've never felt so numb,
My heart posioned by a deadly mist.
So, so badly.
I don't understand why I feel this way,
Unfortunetly, so sadly.
The chimes of the piano
And the empty echoes around me,
Show how empty I feel...
Just so cold and broken and lonely.
Snow falls around me,
Holding me in its cold and gentle hands.
It freezes my body, my mind, my heart.
Washing me with my tears sands.
Death falls upon me,
Or, at least I think it is.
I've never felt so numb,
My heart posioned by a deadly mist.
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Numb
I look at my reflection in your eyes
And I wonder what is going on
Inside your mind, behind your gaze
Do you see what I see?
Do you feel the fusions of emotions
That I see ripple in your eyes like water?
Or are you blind to your own feelings,
Numb against the pain I can see?
I want to help you
But you keep pulling away
From my outstretched hand
You don't realize that I care
And that I want to help
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Numb
Numb
I am so angry,
I don't know what to feel
I'm so lost inside,
I don't know what is real
The love I thought I had,
Has left and gone away
And it's a crying shame...
That it couldn't stay!
(I am becoming,
Less than human,
In all this confusion...)
I will never...
Never, never feel again!
I am becoming numb,
And I'm not the only one,
That feels this way!
Looking life in the face,
With it's bitter taste,
It never seems to change!
I guess I'll go and have my fun...
Becoming numb...
I don't understand,
Why things have to be this way
I can't comprehend,
Why right here I remain
The life I thought I had,
Literature
PTSD
- - -
every night you scream at someone. i try to tell you they're not there; they don't exist. but you can't hear me. your body writhes like a tornado and the covers are bathed with sweat.
it must feel like blood to you. that must be why you howl yourself hoarse. why i sleep with earmuffs gripped tight and dream of you dying.
(it used to be a nightmare, but now it's more of a wish.)
- - -
you mumble to the same someone while you eat those crumbly cornflakes. something about something that i don't think you entirely understand.
i don't know why i still make you a bowl every day. you think i would learn after the thirteenth time of broom
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Done whilst listening to the piano version of Hello by Evanescence.
I feel this way when I'm alone.
I feel this way when I'm alone.
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Thats how I feel almost everyday... I get what you guys are saying. I'm a loner too, (fire you know me) and I have been alone for a long time... message me sometime Fire I got new metophorse to explain how I feel. I've been numb for too long its to late I think
Sorry If I sound depressing ^^'
Sorry If I sound depressing ^^'